The Growth.

But good or bad, what ever she was, she opened her heart, whatever cost, she was ready to pay for it. "STONE HER" they shouted. " She closed her eyes and she was shaking out of fear. Her hands were trembling. Suddenly she realised that she was ready to be embraced by death, her head bowed down automatically. She surrendered herslf to the moment of now. She came forward, she thought, I wished to live, live every single moment of life and see what this moment can teach me. Life became bigger. Just when she was facing the death, she started to live, and it felt as if she was living her whole life in that moment. Now she was fully alive and was ready to die.

"Let he who is without sin, cast the first stone". The sound of his voice entered into every single atoms and echoed the message to all. Suddenly all dissapeared, it felt as if even the sun shyed away from shining on her. There was nothing but a moment of nothingness. Then she felt it. She was touched by the life breath of love, it was almost like the clouds were sending a burst of lightening. Before even she could come to herself, she was pushed down by the life force at his feet, she found eternity in that moment.

She adjusted herself and came to her sense." Forgive this sinner", thus she rested her head at his feet.

He gently put his hands on her head " you are forgiven".

All he had to do was to get her to attempt her to the next stage. He knew that she was ready. She had nothing to lose, she had opened herself up, she was even ready to get stoned and she was ready to die. He could sense that she doesnt care what lies behind her or what lies ahead of her, rather she was one with what lives in her.

He looked into her eyes, repeated himself again, " you are forgiven for your thinking... your thinking of yourself as a sinner". Then He kept quiet, in that silence she felt they had been together for a long time or even beyond the time, that which one might call eternity where the concept of time does not exists. It was almost like he was the one who lives in her.

To her amazement, he started to speak to her with tears in his eyes, " Oh you have come now", How unkind of you to keep me waiting for so long?"

She was bewildered, she was not exactly waiting to hear those words, his silence touched her soul, but his words could only touch her mind.

"Rabboni ! I am not worthy of your love". She exclaimed.

He was fully aware of her condition, the dance between the soul and the mind. " Reach hither thy finger, behold my hand, know that love has no flesh or bones". He took her hands, the touch pierced her mind and made the pathway to her soul. There was a sudden transformation.... She was not what she was before..she looked at him like a child and smiled " it's you" A recognition of unknown or something that cannot be uttered in words. Just recognition! For this he smiled and said " no it is you" then he continued " I am in my father, you in me and I in you". With the moon light, the silence shined through the sound of the thoughts.

He stared at the stars for some-time then he spoke with a voice which was neither gentle nor authoritarian but it had a sense of yerning, "I will not leave you desolate,............. I will come to you, yet a little while, ............................and the world will see me no more, but you will see me. you will be seated with me in the heavenly place called love, where the lover and beloved become one. In that place there is no you nor me. Oneness" !

What did this mean... She suddenly realised that he was going to leave and she would no longer see his physical form. Then there was this emergency, she got to do something. The dance between the soul and the mind had become faster..... She must act now, Now before it is too late.... with this thought the mind became more alive than before.

"I must stop you from going, I can't bear the thought of being separated from you even for one moment."

" Dont GO ", She fell at his feet one again and called " Rabboni ! dont leave me !

But he was already gone.

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* I am sure you all can see where i am coming from , I was always facinated by their relationship, couldnt really find any source that spoke about them. I kind of remembered how ramakrishna cried when he saw vivekanda, likewise i had a fantasy that he must have cried when he saw her. These are all my thoughts.. no offence to those who are too religious to make sense of this.

-M.

UN in the service of War Criminals

As all are aware, UN is useless nation. I am wondering the purpose of its existence. It is clear to me at this point and time that it is serving the war criminals and my fear is that it will continue to serve the war criminals in the future as well.

This is one of the most unprincipled and shameless resolutions ever adopted by any body of the United Nations in the history of that now benighted Organization. It would be as if the U.N. Human Rights Council had congratulated the Nazi government for the "liberation" of the Jews in Poland after its illegal and genocidal invasion of that country in 1939," said Francis Boyle, professor of International Law at the University of Illinois College of Law, referring to the resolution passed at the United Nations Human Rights Council on the Sri Lanka war. He further says, "History shall so judge them all!"Orwell stands vindicated by the U.N. Human Rights Council: WAR IS PEACE, FREEDOM IS SLAVERY, IGNORANCE IS FREEDOM, THE U.N. HUMAN RIGHTS COUNCIL LOVES BIG BROTHER," Boyle said, indicating he is deeply disturbed by the U.N. action. History shall so judge them all!"Orwell stands vindicated by the U.N. Human Rights Council: WAR IS PEACE, FREEDOM IS SLAVERY, IGNORANCE IS FREEDOM, THE U.N. HUMAN RIGHTS COUNCIL LOVES BIG BROTHER," Boyle said, indicating he is deeply disturbed by the U.N. action.

It is fair to say that India, China, Pakistan and Russia are fellow war criminals in Tamil genocide.

UN got bitten by blood sucking vampires

Intelligence in the service of madness!

There is compelling evidence that human-beings suffer from a serious mental disorder, and are perhaps even insane. If we research into the last thousand years, we can realise that there have been an endless catalogue of insane behaviour. Recorded history shows endless wars, and the brutal oppression of the great mass of human beings by a tiny privileged minority. The terrible oppression of women which runs through history, women were burnt as witches, always targeted by psychotic militants and this still exists in many parts of the world – is another sign of this insanity. The science had spend lots of time and money in research and if we had looked into it, the scientists had created weapons, they have discovered different types of weapons to destroy the humanity. So these intelligent people in the service of madness. Where is this madness coming from?

Eckart says, if If the history of humanity were the clinical case history of a single human being, th diagnosis would have to be: Chronic paranoid delusion, a pathological propensity to commit murder and acts of extreme violence and cruelty against his perceived 'enemies'

( his own unconsciousness projected outward).Driven by greed, ignorant of their connectedness to the whole, humans persist in behavior that, if continued unchecked, can only result in their own destruction.Tolle points to the history of the human race as a history of madness. In other words, that which we consider 'normal' is at its very root, dysfunctional. What we consider 'normal' arises from the ego, and the ego is rampant with greed, pride, the lust for power, anger, fear, jealousy, insecurity, etc.

'My blood boils to think of these idiotic men! How many divisions within us, they are more than a crore!… -Bharathiyar( freedom fighter and a tamil poet)

Unhappy Scientists are root cause for human annihilation!

It seems like deep thinknig unhappy scientists are root cause for hatred and racism. Strange how scientists were trying to prove their theories in the early days using humans, and now politicians are continueing their pligt. Those days these humans were called "wild beasts" and were displayed in human zoos, however today they are called terrorists and you must kill one when you spot one. Since i have this strong desire to put blame on someone, I would like to blame the scientists. I personally believe deep thinking, depressed scientists are root cause for human annihilation and we must save our earth from scientists.
Let me give some evidence for my thinking and let us hope i am not one of those deep thinking depressed scientist.
Human zoos, sometimes called "ethnographic exhibitions" or "Negro villages," were objects of anthropology and anthropometry and also an important means of bolstering "popular racism." Human zoos were popular from the 1870s until World War II, and the concept survived into the 21st century. Ethnographic zoos were often predicated on unilinealism and a version of SocialDarwinism. Many placed indigenous people (particularly Africans) in a continuum between Europeans and the non-human hominids.
Fundamental to scientific racism, unilinealism claimed Western culture was the contemporary pinnacle of social evolution. It was upheld by famous thinkers such as August Comte (1798–1857), Edward Burnett Tylor (1832–1917), Lewis Henry Morgan (1818–1881), and Herbert Spencer (1820–1903). Social evolutionism attempted to scientifically formalize social thinking, and was later influenced by the biological theory of evolution.
Displaying human beings in cages to demonstrate scientific racist theories was common in the second half of the 19th century. The 1889 World Fair in Paris had as major attraction a "Negro village" where 400 indigenous people were displayed. Carl Hagenbeck, a German merchant in wild animals, exhibited in 1874 Samoans and Sami people described as "purely natural" populations. Two years later, he sent an emissary to Sudan to capture wild beasts for his circus attractions, along with Nubians. Geoffroy de Saint-Hilaire, son of Edouard Geoffroy Saint-Hilaire and owner of the Parisian Jardin d'acclimatation, presented Nubians and Inuit in 1877.

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.... I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word. ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Why didn't the UN intervene?

Chinese weapons, Indian intelligence, Sinhala Armed personals and racist Sri Lankan leaders came together to perform one of the most cruel war that has cost the lives of many thousands innocents," says Richard Dixon, a columnist in London's Telegraph.
Birds have now stopped singing in a land called Vanni. Sun, moon and the stars in the sky have hidden their faces. Angel of death flew over the skies of Vanni and took the lives of more than twenty five thousand innocent Tamil men, women and children in a single day. Thousands of wounded are still crying out for help. They are bleeding to death on the streets. They have touched neither water nor food for days. Nobody has come to rescue them. Those who fight for the rights of the animals and those who preach about Buddha and Mahatma have no compassion for the dying Tamils.
Why didn't the UN intervene?United Nations, who is supposed to be a guardian for the oppressed people in the world turned out to be a silent spectator of a man made disaster that has taken the lives of many thousands.There is a conspiracy behind this whole war game. China was initially blocking every attempt that was made by UK and France to discuss the Sri Lankan issue in the Security Council.Ban Ki-moon's chief of staff Vijay Nambiar was sent to Sri Lanka to organise a cease fire. He failed to secure a ceasefire and returned back after meeting the Sri Lankan and Indian officials.Interestingly Vijay Nambiar couldn't achieve anything constructive in his visit and he had also refused to meet the reporters.This `unbiased` negotiator, who appears to actually be on the payroll of the Sri Lankan government, though indirectly, something that is obviously known to the United Nations. Vijay Nambiar`s brother (Satish Nambiar) is a paid consultant for the Sri Lankan army, and has been since 2002. Is there any link between the UN and the Sri Lankan army`s paid consultant? UN has once again proved to the world that it is no longer a trust worthy international body that can protect the vulnerable.
Sinhala government with racist agendas , China and India with their strategic interests and UN with corrupt officers are the evil ingredients of this dirty war that has cost the lives of many thousands innocent Tamils.Leaders of Sri Lanka and some responsible officers in the UN, should be questioned in international courts in order to find out if they were responsible for the deaths of innocent Tamils.If we didn't, we would end up seeing more of such evil games repeated over and over again.
-Richard Dixon

"The picture is demonstrating the Sri Lankan Monk's loving ways such as Punching , Kicking and Pulling eachothers cloths over loving arguments."

"Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?"

Be not far from me, for trouble is near; For there is none to help. Many bulls have surrounded me; Strong bulls of Bashan have encircled me. They open wide their mouth at me, As a ravening and a roaring lion. I am poured out like water, And all my bones are out of joint; My heart is like wax; It is melted within me. My strength is dried up like a potsherd, And my tongue cleaves to my jaws; And Thou dost lay me in the dust of death. For dogs have surrounded me; A band of evildoers has encompassed me; They pierced my hands and my feet. I can count all my bones. They look, they stare at me; They divide my garments among them, And for my clothing they cast lots.

"I and the Father are one"

'I am the Son of God'"

"I am not alone, for the Father is with me"

"My God, My God, Why Have You Forsaken Me?"

“Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing.”

"After three days I will rise."

"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me"

I FEEL LIKE JESUS THESE DAYS- the aches and pain one go through while dying and not dying :P

11-18 in Psalm 22:M atthew 27:45-46

Amma on Human Mind

“In fact, the most serious problem facing the world today is the pollution of the human mind and the increase in selfishness and cruelty.” Amma said. “This is the root of all the others problems facing the world today. Everything in the world is changing—with one exception: our negative mental state! Our personality is a reflection of our mind. The ability of human beings to rise up to a situation and act is slowly disappearing. In the name of stability and competition, mankind is allowing their lives to be led by hatred, revenge and stubbornness.”

Amma told the devotees that she felt if people took the necessary steps, moving forward with awareness and discrimination, that the various problems the world is facing could be mitigated. But she lamented the fact that human beings are losing their ability to stand up and face challenges and to follow through acting with determination.
It is only through spirituality, Amma said, that we can develop the strength that will empower us to face all the challenges life brings our way.
“In life, things rarely happen according to our expectations. This is why it is very important to develop the attitude of surrender to God. This will also help us to live in the present moment. If we learn to live in the present moment, we will be able to cheerfully accept any circumstance we may have to face in life.
“Only the present moment is in our hands. So, we must live in it joyfully, with alertness. It is said that the lifespan of a butterfly is only a few days to a week. Yet how joyously it flies around! It spreads delight and happiness to everyone. Our lives should become like this.”
“We should make sure that the flame of compassion in our hearts doesn’t become extinguished.”
“Only a person who has known hunger will understand the pangs of hunger in another person. Only a person who has carried a heavy load will understand the strain of carrying heavy weights. If each of us really wanted to, we could make a big difference in the world. The benefit of all the good actions that we perform with a selfless attitude will definitely come back to us.”
“We should develop a mind devoid of egoism—a mind that doesn’t fall apart in failure, a mind that finds joy in giving and accepts adversity with love. Such a mind will never experience sorrow.”
Amma concluded with a prayer: “May all our thoughts, words and actions benefit both others as well as ourselves. On this New Year’s Day, let us pray that our lives become like incense sticks, spreading a beautiful fragrance to the lives of one and all.”

Amma ! Have compassion, Save those who are suffering !